fate

i want wat others have so i take
i do it for my own sake
so i wont feel so fake
but its to late
i have been controlled by fate
so with the end of triumph i make a date

Dinner with my Star

one day in physics our do now( critical thinking question) was who would you eat dinner with if you could pick anone. i decided it would be my future wife. after i felt so pathetic like everyone else knew they would find a special some one and here i am worried about it at 17. everyone else picked some star or celebrity, and i hope that if i get my wish, they can get theres because its crazy to beleive there is one person out there for me but there are tons of stars. any way if your out there lets go to dinner.(if u know what the title means your pretty smart)

im lost in the moment
nothing can shake me from it
time to leave this place
but im glad to see the smile on your face

some of my poems r short but i get my point across i think

love of a brother

he would die for my freedom
only his heart would lead him
to a battle for love
soul pure like a dove
courupted by the loss of enemy life
he caused with the blade of his own knife
to save those dear to him
from a life so dim

My brother went to afganastand and came back

adoption

this is one of my non poems. i was 2 and my mother had to give me away because of my father. i feel a lot of ressentment toward him. He left my birth mom and her 4 kids includeing me with next to nothing. We lived all around odessa. we lived in anything she could afford or anywere we could just stay for a couple of days. at one point all we had in our one room apartment was a  cofee table. we all slept on the floor together. she would stay up late crying and thinking how to solve this problem. eventully adoption of me and my younger brother was her only choice. december 23 is when we were brought to some strangers house to live for a while mabey the rest of our young years. thats what ended up happening. i love them very much and vice versa. but sometimes i wish i could live with my birthmom.

thought

Whats the meaning of life
why deal with all the strife
i will never pick up that knife
its the easy way out
just like some pout
some will never know
ive been so low
itll never show