adoption

this is one of my non poems. i was 2 and my mother had to give me away because of my father. i feel a lot of ressentment toward him. He left my birth mom and her 4 kids includeing me with next to nothing. We lived all around odessa. we lived in anything she could afford or anywere we could just stay for a couple of days. at one point all we had in our one room apartment was a  cofee table. we all slept on the floor together. she would stay up late crying and thinking how to solve this problem. eventully adoption of me and my younger brother was her only choice. december 23 is when we were brought to some strangers house to live for a while mabey the rest of our young years. thats what ended up happening. i love them very much and vice versa. but sometimes i wish i could live with my birthmom.